Hey all. Check this out. I found it interesting and made sense to me and my previous decisions and actions as an adolescent and adult!! (ps. I was in the National Guard and deployed for a yr in 09.) and (there was a major devistating lost of our son last year) and (I just took that massive 'head' test and my doc was extremely shocked how low...wayyy lower than average my PTSD level was.) With all the mentioned and ugly childhood.
It'll make sense once you read it. I hope it might give some insight into your lives..