The difficulty I am having is this: I don't know what DH is doing with his life, with our money, with his business, how he feels, who he is. He could be depressed or going crazy or having an affair or he could be fine with his coping skills and "leave me alone" attitude. I don't know because he manipulates me with lies and distraction but does not share him self with me. I feel like a fool and I am lonely for real companionship and partnering in life rather than this battle.
Submitted by jennalemon on 10/26/2012.