i had a love before my marriage..due to my parents compulsion i left my love and married the guy for my family changing my mind .but my second life looks bit hard..i m trying to adjust myself in all ways..but he expects me to take responsibilty which i dont want to take now.i m generally a thin female .. yesterday he told me that he wanted divors...today morning he says he is sorry for what he did yest..he wants to earn more money..i was working before my marriage but now i dont have work permit to work in this country..whevever he comes home he wants to spend life with laptop...i cannot share this with my/or his parents...i dont know what to do..i hate myself..my life...i dont know for what i m living...he doesnt want me to take even out...once he took me out due to his mothers compulson..i had never said about my earlier love to him..i thought of saying..but now i m so much afraid..that he will surely get divors if i say this....i m so much worried...both my parents and in laws side they want a kid now...but in this stage i dont know whether i wil get one or not...i m so much frustrated ...please help me...i dont want to loose my second life too since i m already hurted......