Hope for me

Each time I visit this place, I wonder when or if I'll have anything to post on this forum about Hope.

Today, for the first time, seems that maybe there's a sproutling of non-negativity in me. Can't quite call it positivity yet, but close :)

For the past few days, I wrote myself onto the work schedule for regular hours and I have stuck to them!

This was a big Whoo Hoo, because I've been trained to feel duty-bound to be here at husband's shop every moment, at beck and call.

Today, I clocked out for lunch and...  Left !  and...  actually ate lunch!!

Oh, to be a separate individual, not carrying my husband's world on my shoulders. It's a step!