I keep doing the wrong things.
My wife really needed me tonight and I messed up again. I thought I was doing great supporting my wife as her grandfather was dying of cancer. His funeral was today. I fell asleep before her with out giving her the support she needed. This was such bad timing. Such a big day to mess up. I'm so scared I have lost her. She awoke me and was so upset with me. And once again I did not comprehend where I went wrong until she had to spell it out. She gave me back the key pendant necklace I gave her for christmas. she told me it was really pretty but I really don't get it and I'm am now miles away from her again and may never get back.