I suspect that I have ADHD

and it is making my life difficult to manage. I am hopefully starting a new job next week. Once I find out what insurance I have and which ADD related treatment and diagnosis are covered I am ready to begin getting help. Where do I begin? And what do I do until I can diagnosed and treated? I feel like I have wasted my life until now and it is sometimes difficult to maintain perspective. I first started thinking I am ADD just a few months ago. Since then I have had hope that once I am insured I can get help. Until then it seems like I have nothing. I can't find any support group or people to talk with who can encourage and guide me through my daily life. Where do I begin?