it's official: ex-husband on state list of people who haven't paid taxes

I suspected this was coming but I didn't know for sure.  Now it has happened. I thought I would feel a sense of satisfaction -- "He's been caught!" "Now I'm not the only one who knows he's a cheat!" and so on -- but I don't.  I feel sad.  I feel a little mad.  I feel somewhat embarrassed. I'm not concerned about my reputation for honesty; if anything, people who know me probably think I"m annoyingly truthful.  Oh, and tomorrow would have been our anniversary (if we were still married).