Still lost,still confuse,don't know how to go on like this? he is never ever going to change the way he is.

Today is my DD birthday and she turned 9 year's today,(thank god)may god give her a happy long life.I was very happy to take her out to the play grounds with one of her friends, and they are about the same age,I took them for pizza today and they played in the"pizza play grounds"while I waited for them,they had sooo much fun.

Well the girl that came to DD birthday outing with us" father"is one of DH child hood friend's,apparently DH has some sort of resentment for this man and feeling's of jealousy.I on the other hand knew about his resentment towards this man, so I had no intentions in letting him know that I took the man's daughter out with my DD and myself to the birthday outing,but,my DD did not know and she told him when he asked her"how was your day"

He was furious with me that I am associating myself with the man and his daughter,but,that was the same man he rented a spot from for me to relocate my cafe and then I was forced to relocate back the cafe when I found out that the same man's sister was his(virgin girlfriend),,LOL,,Funny story,,,well, that is the past but I felt betrayed that he never mentioned it to me and then after the relocation of the cafe he chose to do so..After some what 6 months and they were not around they happened to drop by today to have breakfast at my cafe and DD saw the sweet little girl and asked for her to stay over a bit since it was her birthday and I found nothing to be wrong with that.

Mr man had a problem with that telling me that he don't want me to have nothing to do with that man,he never said the kid too but it was obvious, I find him to be a complete selfish person to put kids between his nasty thinking!! he had no right!! this is (MY) daughter and the man he hate sooo much is a threat to him seeing the man is indeed a very well organized man and dedicated to his kids ,which is a threat to him and he thinks that an affair can come out of that with me and the man.

I am very monogamous and I would never ever put myself with anyone(just so)I am kind of funny with who I go with in the first place ,and if he really knew me he would know that!!!

well that he would never know b/c he is soooo distracted all the time and that hurts me so bad to know,well wow!!! hey it's me here the woman that is dying for your love and here you are thinking and thinking and accusing me wrongfully without even knowing it.

What the hell to do with this man!!!! can't leave,can't stay!!