Medicated ADHD'er needs help saving marriage

I want to appologize because this is gonna be long. But I need help. First off here is a little info on me. I'm 32, male, ADHD, and I'm medicated. I was diagnosed when I was 8 and I've been on medicine every since. I try to get off of it at two different points in my life, but the results were not good. I've taken about every medicine known to man and I am currently on adderall. It seems to help me the best. I am on my second marriage. I have been with her for two years now and I love her with all of my heart.