I am 45 years old and married with combination type ADHD with anxiety. My marriage is falling apart and when we talk I can't control my symptoms and it is pushing my wife further away. I can't remember dates and names, emotional outbursts, crying, inability to sit still during conversations, and having to take too many breaks to composer myself in order to try and have a conversation. It seems the harder I try, the more I push her away. Do I need more meds, is this normal, why does it make me feel like a failure? I need help, my doctor just wants to write a prescription and send me an article here and there. I'm lost!