Overwhelmed

I am new to this site and I am "ADD" along with my 14 year old daughter. I have been reading alot of the post's about people's issues within there relationship. I have taken a step back and looked at where I was and where I am now at. I can tell you that with all the issues and problems I cause there is no one that is more upset about this than myself and what I feel on the inside of me. I now am so frustrated and overwhelmed with myself at what I want to get done and want to do that it is hurting me bad. I want to do these things get them done get back on track and be the man I know I can and will be. I am so overwhelmed and tired by the end of the day that I don't even know where to begin and where to start. I want this for myself and my family so bad that it hurts and honestly I don't know how to begin or start. I think all day about the thousands of things I need to do , to start or finish. I get so sidetracked during the day that I end up with another list of things to do. I am frustrated but I know I will get this fixed somehow someway I will do it. Yes it has affected our marriage of 20 years but I will get this moving in the right direction. I have tried so many meds etc I just feel stuck. I guess for those that read this please don't give up and keep fighting because you and your family are worth every tear and every struggle. Don't give up just do a little each day because we will get it done..

Ken