Sex addiction....porn addiction....

Hubby as been always addicted to porn and sex...he has the tendency to bring his cable bill real high.,I have noticed where it will be like $1,000. this month and like $1,200. next month..He would not contribute to food or any other important needs.I run his house hold plus mines.I try to take care of mines as much us possible as well as his..it's always a priority.I had my menstruation,so we did not have sex for a week,I was done today so looking forward to a nice loving night with hubby..He was feeling tired and besides that we went out and had a few drinks..he was all up and Aunty with his weed,and I was just chilling with my usual self with nothing..I love to be just normal of course...

We got in to a nasty fight and I pretended to go to bed.He did not know I was awake..one minute the volume on the TV was loud next minute it was zero,zilch,nada..I took a peak and guess what I saw''''???????????

He was looking at porn right next to me...is that disrespectful??? am I being unreasonable?????????...what is it I have done to deserve that???? tell me what is it I have done...NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!! I did nothing!!!!!!!!!trust me....I begged him after I saw him doing that when he thought I was sleeping that I wanted to go home....He took off the lights on me...unscrew the bulb top where I could not reach it,spit in my face,threw me on the bed,and did not want to drop me home when I asked him to....with my own car...he hid the car keys so I won't find it....Now tell me is that not disrespectful????????

I am going to give him a long long long rest....ADHD or not....that is pure nasty behavior....

lovehurts....

Unacceptable...

He spit in your face and threw you on the bed?!? TOTALLY unacceptable! I would be divorced immediately by my DW. This is abuse in my book and he should know it's behavior that will not be tolerated. As for the $1200 cable bill?!? WTH?!? What an extraordinary waste of money. And YES... Watching porn, because he thinks you are asleep and won't notice, Very Disrespectful...

I'd say taking a break is a good idea and stop paying the cable bill too!

YYZ...very Unacceptable...

I agree with you YZZ,he has to be very mean and nasty like that?!?!...no all that did not call for.I caught him watching the porn and he felt ashamed and proceed to act out like that..He did not want to hit me so I guess he thinks it's okay to spit in my face and throw me on the bed..What an AS*h**e.I am so over this,I have been trying and trying and trying...why should I have to go through this type of nasty hubby behaviors...he is hurting me really bad and can't see it...I accepted the fact that he watches porn ,but couldn't he wait till I left or do it when I was not at his apartment? what a nasty man...what a sex addict and pervert...

lovehurts...

cheating..

I think that if I am next to DH he would dear not watch porn next to me..I was soo wrong..he called me tonight telling me that I turned my back on him and that I was in his space since I turned my back on him so he watched porn while he thought I was sleeping..WTH!! I don't understand as to why he could not wait till I got home next day or do that when I am not around..I look at this as cheating..call it whatever it might be and it boils down to pure disrespect.He disrespected me and that is not acceptable..

Giving him a rest,,taking a break away from him..I can't deal with this no more..I just don't understand what why he has to be soo addicted to sex/porn..if so..couldn't he just wait for me to not be there,if he knew that he wanted to watch porn why have me over at his apartment then..just by him telling me tonight that I was in his space tells me that I am in his way...plain and simple..maybe he does loves me..but he has to have his nasty addiction met else he would go mad..then we should not be together..

lovehurts..