I crave a quiet simple life. I find I am trying to carve that out for myself within the confines of a chaotic marriage. I rarely do any social things with my DH. I have my few people that I see separately from him. I have my much loved children and grandchildren. I have my furbaby. And I have my daily routines which drive my DH crazy. He wants to run constantly and can't stand the mundane of daily stuff. Isn't that what life is mostly made up of? The daily stuff?
Not sure what I'm trying to say here except I am so very tired and want nothing more than a simple life and not chaos.