Today is my 5th wedding anniversary.

And again - for the 3rd year in a row... nothing.  He cares about the foot ball game, he cares about movie trailers.


I guess I should be glad - it will be the last anniversary.  The last day that I hope that he will remember, the last day I will have to pretend I am ok as the day goes by - forgotten again.  Wish I could forget.  Then maybe it would not hurt so much when he does forget.