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I do not need help and I do not need advice, just wish for the whole world to collapse with me. No I do not need hope. Hope hurts. Open heart hurts. Everything hurts. Sometimes for a moment I understand it is me, but the thought is do horrible that I blur and fade it away. I want to scream so hard that everything around would fall but I lost my voice. There's night, and in the morning I will have to face him. I'm sick of fear. If people could die from fear I would be long gone. 
when I met him I wondered why I received such blessing. But that was a curse in disguise. 

Today I hit a huge low.

This is my first post and forgive me if I ramble but I've got no one to share this with.  I met my partner 6 months or so after my first marriage ended in 2007.  He is ten years younger than me, never married (although he had one long term relationship) and no kids.  I have three grown kids and three grandchildren.  We started living together in 2010 after my youngest child moved out on her own.  I noticed a lot of frustrating behaviors, never cleaning up after himself, leaving cupboard and closet doors open, doors unlocked, light on ect and chalked most of it up to the fact that he had nev

This post isn't about add/adhd, personality disorders, bi-polar disease or any other mental, physical or emotional suffering.....It's about Adults, it's about freedom, and being free....Free to take a spouse, to work a job, own a business, to bring innocent children into the world, and parent them...It's about people who live long lives, and survive those lives just fine.....This post is about the responsibility level and attitude of you and your spouse... (two people who chose, and is choosing, to live out their lives together as one flesh)

Hi

I'm new to this forum and have just finished reading Melissa's book on the Effects of ADHD in Marriage.  It was a real eye opener to see both why my husband may have behaved the way he did in our marriage and why I was behaving the way I did in our marriage.

It seems like my husband is changing quite a bit recently-to calm, attentive, supportive, understanding person that's also patient s and not about to blow up if I open my mouth. What caused the change? I'm clueless as we are not talking about " elephant in the room " at all. So, currently, there's nothing to be sad about or wish for. But, I can't stop crying, severely and multiple times a day. Because 10 years together broke me. I desperately want to re commit and enjoy things now , but I'm totally depleted. I have nothing left to put into rebuilding relationship. 

About 8 months ago I discovered this website after googling ADHD issues and marriage.  I have been married to my husband for 7 years.  The first 2 were good and the last 5 have been awful.  I am remarried and my first marraige was 14 years long and to a non ADHD person, but this person was verbally and emotionally abusive and didn't work for many years, so I had to work 60-70 hours with babies.  Anyways - now I am in this marriage where my husband is not verbally abusive and he is pretty supportive of things I want to do - but our marriage is a diaster.

Well, I'm back again.  It seems every 1-2 years things get so bad in our marriage, I have nowhere to go but here.  Then things eventually improve and I feel less of the need to check in... but I always end up back here.  It's the vicious cycle that I'm sure everyone can relate to.  (I'm non-ADHD, husband ADHD.)

Does anyone else struggle because their ADHD partner doesn't have any dreams for the future for you and/or your family? My husband is a wonderfully present man by nature and struggles with planning or looking ahead. I find this really hard because, in contrast, I thrive on working towards exciting adventures in life. I realise I could just plan by myself and fill this need elsewhere but there is still that hole, that lack of shared dreams for us as a couple and as a young family.

I'm new to this site and have a million questions but thought I would try and hone it down to one topic... what can I reasonably expect from my ADHD partner in terms of meeting some of my needs? 

I am really struggling at the moment to see what is reasonable to expect for my own needs from my ADHD partner and what is reasonable to give up on in a marriage in terms of my own needs. 

I love my husband very much and I really want to make this work but I feel like I am often in a no win situation.

The cycle goes like this....