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I had a thought this morning....out of nowhere....I just wanted my H and I to be ONE of the success stories where ADHD and marriage succeed.

That sums it all up. 

There are not many who post here like that.....because they are off LIVING their lives! 

I wanted to BE one of them.....hmm.

Not sure why this thought is resonating with in me. I think possibly that the stories of both parties accepting the AdHD offer such hope and inspiration that "seeing" our own reality is ....disheartening.

My ADHD husband has more than just ADHD going on. He isn’t just having a hard time doing things.  He also resents anything that cuts into his “me” time, which to him is anytime he isn’t at work. I know this because he says things straight out.  I’m not putting words in his mouth  

So on top of ADHD, he is also actually lazy and selfish.  He glares at me or says nasty things when I say, “Could you please _______ for me today?”  It really is like living with an entitled teenage boy.  

What do I bring to this marriage? 

Attitude? Openness? Approachable? Energetic to share in all phases of the marriage? 

I don’t do a lot of posting here.  But, I’m pretty sure my marriage is coming to an end.  H is a really good guy.  Very attentive, loving partner and hands-on Dad.  But, his unpredictable angry outbursts have just about killed our relationship.  I’ve done all the research.  I know it’s flooding.  I know he never intends to lash out verbally at me or the kids.  I know it’s a neurological process that keeps him from filtering his emotions when he’s triggered.      

Hi.  This is presented in terms of divorce but I think it is helpful for many kinds of unhappy or uncomfortable situations and life circumstances.  I've been thinking a lot about resilience lately, too, both because of things that affect only me (e.g., expensive car repairs) and because of things affecting our country (e.g., political leaders).  I wish my ex could rewrite his story.  He spends so much time in his head but has little to show for it in terms of improving his mood or his life.

If I ask my husband a question. Any question large or small I will be met with a screaming fit. Why?!? I can see if I peppered him with questions all the time that would be frustrating but I don't. To me questions are a part of good communication. And he asks questions no problem. If I ask them there is hell to pay....

37 years of living with this and the harshness of his reaction to me still hurts. 

Hey all... first time poster, long time wife of ADHDer.

I am already at the end of my rope as non-adhd spouse. My husband is in denial. We have not been intimate in 8 years. He can't/won't hold traditional employment. My house is in chaos. I am responsible for 90% of the load. Etc., etc. You all know the story too well. 

My concern has turned from myself to my husband's relationship with our daughter. She is a tween and very emotional/sensitive. I see her walking the same path I have over the past 20 years and my heart is breaking:

Lack of boundaries, avoiding communication, seeking novelty and taboo stimulation -- I don't know if my husband's behavior stems from his ADHD or if it's some other issue, but I'm in a private little hell right now.

Just thinking and wondering what makes us stay in less than ideal situations. I have no love left for my husband. No empathy no good feelings at all. So Why stick around. 

-my depression from these things and my lack of energy and clear thinking

- my fear of losing my children and grandchildren

- my huge need to be believed by others. He looks pretty amazing to the outside world.

-access to money. We have a thriving business. There is also money saved but we both have to sign to access it.

So Why do you stay?