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  • by: c ur self - 5 hours 24 min ago
    Real love is easy....It's two people fully respectful of one another, sharing faithfully, lovingly, and honorably in this life together...Demand for yourself a healthy environment, if that mean's alone, then so be it....There is never a good reason to allow ourselves to be used and manipulated, because we make someone else's life easy!....That is mental and emotional abuse....I don't mean not do the right thing for children....But children must have safe environments, so the adults must be safe people, w/...
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  • by: c ur self - 5 hours 41 min ago
    It's control, and the refusal to accept the reality of others (No matter how screwed up those realities are)....Much of my suffering (as is your's at this point in time) has been my demand to make it better! Until you (as I had to) STOP attempting to fix or worry about things out of your control, you will never take a calm hold on your own life....Never feel like you must respond or address things that aren't respectful or fruitful...When adults demand to live out things we would never mimic or touch...We...
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  • by: ADHD1488 - 5 hours 53 min ago
    I have found out that she started talking to the person she was fantasying over 2 days before we separated and turns out she has done this with him before many years ago before we met.    She is telling me he lives in another country and what she is doing isn’t wrong. She’s acted on a fantasy weather he’s in another country or not. I feel like she doesn’t want me but doesn’t want me to leave so she doesn’t have to look after the kids on her own etc. I have had this in the pass but because she has told me...
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  • by: J - 21 hours 35 min ago
    "Making what you're doing fit the piece, not, trying to fit the piece to what you're doing" This may sound like an obscure post about football, but it's much more than that. This post is about a universal truth....a secret of the universe...about how God works.  When you do things in alignment with universe, things always seem to work. When you don't, things don't work as well and its an uphill battle.  Last night, the University of Oregon Ducks football team played the culmination of their season this...
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  • by: Swedish coast - 1 day 21 hours ago
    I don't know what your mother said in the voicemail, but I know how it is to have a very difficult situation with a spouse while extended family expects you to take every initiative with them too. I've had serious disruption in my family of origin parallel to the decline of my ADD husband's mental health and the marriage. I wish I'd known the following: 1) No, family doesn't grasp the misery of your marriage. No they aren't very interested in learning about it. No they don't see you need support. No they...
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  • by: J - 2 days 18 hours ago
    That's the light touch. In my work, the ones who "need work", we call them heavy handed. I always tell people that if you're having to use a lot of muscle, you're usually doing something wrong. Finesse comes from making what you're doing fit the piece...not trying to fit the piece to what you're doing. 
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  • by: c ur self - 2 days 21 hours ago
    Negativity is a diease, it creates bitterness...So yes, by all mean's rejoice over self awareness, and self discipline by both parties...We understand that many of our successes can be temporary...But, these moments are critical to hope and well being....They also teach where boundaries are needed when things breakdown...  
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  • by: Swedish coast - 2 days 21 hours ago
    I happen to be deeply interested in art and creative processes. It's funny, but most art I appreciate, is made with a very light touch. The artist has made themselves a vessel, allowing something to happen beyond their control. I don't know if this applies to other things. But as C says, we might try so hard to be that better version of ourselves. It's difficult and painful to be less than you wanted. I imagine the determined work might not always help us achieve perfection. Instead, at the times I've...
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  • by: c ur self - 2 days 22 hours ago
    The second part of your story is probably a big part of the first part of your story....Every man or women we meet that we have an instant attraction to is perfect!...Thus the masterbating w/ him in mind....We don't see their issues as real human's  (selfishness, terrible spouse's, parents, it's a perfect fantasy land) It's also evident she is disappointed in your abusive treatment of the child (Her child!)....Why would a wife tell her husband she is having fantasy sex w/ another man, unless she is hoping...
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  • by: c ur self - 2 days 22 hours ago
    When our relationships end up in mutual reasoning or judgments as it relates to what makes each other tick...It's a clear indicator that the nasty truth isn't humbly being communicated....When we lose (or never have) the ability to speak self truths to each other, no matter how much we would like it to be different, we just revert to ton's of unfounded assertions as we look for answers.....Like the old commercial use to say..."A mind is a terrible thing to waste"....But that is exactly what happen's when...
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  • by: Swedish coast - 2 days 23 hours ago
    Oftentimes I think a relationship with loving intention will feel right no matter how much ADHD is in the mix. This is the reason we all try so hard to save our marriages, why we can't comprehend the thought of splitting the family. I think it's important to remember this. And for many, of course the neutral and good times are what will sustain the marriage through harder times. It's nice that you tell this part of your story too. 
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  • by: J - 3 days 4 hours ago
    I'm feeling the same way. Boring is good, it's a sign that things are stable. Peaceful is a better alternative to saying boring for me.
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  • by: ADHD1488 - 3 days 8 hours ago
    May I also add that in my previous relationship I had the same issue with being parented and being told the same. But that relationship ended because I couldn't stand being cheated on anymore.    My wife and son are both medicated but on both holidays this year they were both off their medication and we argued so much. I felt so stressed trying to cope with them not on medication. I'm not saying this is the reason why we are here at this point but as my problem to not able to cope with them not on their...
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  • by: ADHD1488 - 3 days 9 hours ago
    Thank you My Wife can be spontaneous thats one thing I love about her and her ADHD. Don't get me wrong she has told me so many times over the years what the problems are but I think it's the parenting that she has been doing and iv let her do over the years I have not listen to her like people with ADHD and people with ODD do.   I don't think my wife has done anything wrong and don't blame her. For her having to deal with her ADHD, our sons ADHD and having to parent me aswell, she is also a pharmacist so...
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  • by: Swedish coast - 3 days 9 hours ago
    I'm sorry about this. If you think you have ADHD, is it maybe a good idea to get a professional evaluation as soon as possible? I don't think you should listen to your wife when it comes to your possible diagnosis, she might not be capable of giving thoughtful advice since everything is so turbulent at the moment. I'd prioritize evaluation as soon as possible, since it's important to you whatever the future of the marriage. If you do have ADD, that will also put a new thing on the table in your marriage...
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  • by: ADHD1488 - 3 days 10 hours ago
    Have you read or listen too ADHD affects on marriage by Melissa. What I keep hearing is don't try harder try different. Like try and be more affection and kinda with words and the way you speak to him, nagging it's the worse thing you can do and you will be meet with possibly anger and frustration by him. Try and speak during the day when he won't be as tired or that overwelmed so a weekend day will possibly be best. 
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  • by: J - 6 days 20 hours ago
    What ever you choose to do, I know you'll be okay. As you said, you won't be forced to do so.
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  • by: Swedish coast - 6 days 23 hours ago
    C, I'm relieved you have filed for divorce and hopefully will have a more rewarding situation soon. I know you said you loved your wife long after you stopped trusting her with your well being. That love, and acceptance, is more than I (impatiently) have ever been able to give. Even though you might now feel it's humiliating she has made herself too comfortable at your expense, I hope after some rest, you'll see the beauty of what you gave of your own free will. Your good intentions and great patience,...
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  • by: J - 1 week 3 hours ago
    Off the Roller, Everything I've been doing ( here ) lately has been because of that "enough is enough" feeling. And I didn't want to leave either. Just because I have ADHD doesn’t mean I'm not negativity affected by another person who has it too. Maybe worse, IDK?   But my reality is/was the same as yours. I needed to figure out what I could accept and what I couldn't accept in order to be realistic first. Being realistic for me was understanding what I could reasonably expect to change ( or not ) and...
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  • by: Off the roller ... - 1 week 7 hours ago
    So also, I want to add that while it's been tough, I'm glad that I've been awakened to taking my responsibility for my part and role in this. It's been a tough pill to swallow, but I can see now that I'd rather know this, work to change and be the best person I can be. If you've ever read Mark Manson's 'Subtle Art of not giving a f**k' book, it's a hard read, but really, really good and transformative (in my opinion) in regards to self development. Just knowing and accepting that you can literally die at...
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