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by: Swedish coast -
That is so comforting. No more bending to his terms. I’m so grateful for your answer. Hope you’re well!>>> on Forum topic - Forgiveness?
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by: 1Melody1 -
It's fine that he's in a place where he wants to apologize. But that doesn't mean that you have to be in that same place at the same time. Part of leaving him is never having to do things on his terms again. You get to decide whether to hear him out at all and if you do, you get to decide what you believe and how to move forward. Sending hugssss!>>> on Forum topic - Forgiveness?
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by: Swedish coast -
I will do as you suggest. I won’t accept his apology. It certainly is too early, and especially as he doesn’t understand the offense. I’ve been trying to point out his actions and what he’s said exactly. He doesn’t dwell on anything specific, but texts vaguely that he’s sorry he’s ’used harsh words’ and ’been quiet’. Sorry to be harsh here in my turn, but sometimes I feel he’s stupid. How can an highly educated adult not understand their actions make positions, that they are choosing a set...>>> on Forum topic - Forgiveness?
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by: Mrs. Lollygag -
I completely validate your feelings. I try using radical acceptance with my ADHD spouse which works, in my opinion, only for forgetfulness, undone chores, and the kind. I'm not going to accept his behavior when he's an emotional moody mess or when his communication is lacking and his brain thinks being mean and causing conflict is the answer. I walk. I hear you about the "happily married" and the damage you feel. I can not happily attend weddings, read love stories, or celebrate couples'...>>> on Forum topic - Forgiveness?
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by: Swedish coast -
Thank you for your kind reply. Acceptance, radical acceptance, I rather thought was a way of coming to terms with something? I do understand you though, of course nobody should accept being treated badly. But there it is. There’s not much I can do. I don’t really know how to handle an apology, it seems he has a very vague picture of what he’s done. I may just feel provoked by a lame effort to excuse himself. I’m falling through the cracks of my own tiredness, looping thoughts...>>> on Forum topic - Forgiveness?
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by: c ur self -
Many KNOW they aren't capable of the consistent behavior it takes to have a peaceful life with a spouse....Many might not can own it, (talk openly about it) so the next best thing in their mind (even if they use blame as outlet) is to just abandon the person before the vow's...You should just recover, accept it...One day when your emotions are back to normal, you probably will be able to see it as a blessing...Wanting the best for others is never wanting them to take on a role they could never fill...>>> on Forum topic - Break up with ADHD partner
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by: c ur self -
We all have or had unique situations... There is hope when there is ownership and communication...Hopelessness only comes in denial and justification of intrusive and abusive behaviors... We feel you pain...>>> on Forum topic - How to let him experience the consequence of his actions?
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by: Off the roller ... -
We hear ya. And understand. There's a massive level of grief work that us nons have to do as part of this. It's so hard. But if I can suggest: try not to get too bogged down when u read comments from over a year ago. Try to read only the present stuff bc it gets real depressing real fast in these comments and blogs. Very fast and u don't realise how it affects you until later on. Take care of yourself. Its so hard.>>> on Forum topic - How to let him experience the consequence of his actions?
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by: Mrs. Lollygag -
I feel that an apology would be appropriate and you can consider accepting that (doesn't mean his actions have or may change) but forgiveness is an internal, personal, emotional process. Trust is an altogether different, HUGE matter. Trust is earned. Please don't accept his treatment of you, that diminishes your reality and you're valued, I'm sure of it! If you sense he is manipulating you, he probably is, whether intentional or not. Your civility toward him will return when you've had time and...>>> on Forum topic - Forgiveness?
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by: Shellbell -
After reading only 1percent of these posts, I've came to the conclusion, that these people should not be aloud to marry. It seems all they do is cause misery. Sorry about the harshness. But I came here hoping for a magic cure-all. And now all I can do is cry for myself and him. I just want to feel normal again, with a normal husband. I used to be happy. I hate feeling like I'm a nag, a mother. I want to be a wife. I want to be cherished and respected. I'm sorry for feeling sorry for myself but I do. I...>>> on Forum topic - How to let him experience the consequence of his actions?
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by: Shellbell -
Your story felt so real to me. I have tried what you have accomplished. How you just don't let it bother you, don't take it personally, and you basically live your best single life for you. But it only lasts for less than a week and I'm so lonely inside for a real partner I cave. I wish I could hurt him like he's hurt me, but what's the point he wouldn't even notice it. Wish I married a real man>>> on Forum topic - Absolutely no sympathy from husband when I'm sick! In fact, it seems to be my fault!
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by: LostinTucson -
I cried reading your post. I could have written it. I am so done yet so trapped. I think I actually hate my husband right now but can’t get my stupid arse to get out.>>> on Forum topic - Radical acceptance
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by: c ur self -
Yes, we can get them there, but, no we cannot make them accept the effects of their reality on others...Especially a spouse... I could write a lot about how friends, co-workers and even children get to experience a different person than the spouse...But I want... Most of us aren't willing to hand over a list of things that they need to work on...Most of us aren't willing to place demands on them...I did, but, all it lead to was my divorce...Which I knew to begin with, and is the reason, I...>>> on Forum topic - Protecting Myself
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by: c ur self -
I agree...One being loving and devoted, can never create a right relationship for the two...>>> on Forum topic - One month divorced...
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by: honestly -
I think that state can persist for quite some time - the ‘I’ve had enough but I’m still here phase’. It took me two years to break out after I had had enough, and I really had to hit rock bottom (suicidal ideation) before I could. It doesn’t sound like he has any real idea of how much you are struggling (he is focussed on his wants - he wants ‘to enjoy his trip’, wants you to just ‘agree with him’). I’m not going to suggest you leave because you already know you want to. The next step, imho, is...>>> on Forum topic - when enough is enough...but I'm still here!?!?!?
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by: Swedish coast -
Exactly this. During divorce mine declared I was no longer to mention his ADD to other people, like the children’s friends. A bit late since it was up to that point no secret. I understood he no longer wants the diagnosis to define him, but to be his own private little thing. Which he is heavily medicated and on part time for, and which makes him unable to do many normal things people do for their children. Of course, moving out made him less aware of things he cannot do, and describing me as...>>> on Forum topic - Post divorce couples therapy
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by: honestly -
I once tried to explain my inability to chat and hang out following our separation by suggesting he read this site and look at how so many other partners of people with ADHD felt. His response was to state ‘I understand your feelings’ and then tell me how ADHD did not define him. No indication that he could learn, grow, or contextualise, or maybe just do something for my sake, to make things easier or better for me, just that he already ‘understood’ because of course he understands, without even...>>> on Forum topic - Post divorce couples therapy
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by: Swedish coast -
Thinking about it, there’s no reason their obliviousness should make us explain why we want nothing to do with them. If someone is bad enough as a partner, being manipulative and abusive, taking advantage et cetera, they at some point don’t deserve explanations. I feel this is the thing about this upcoming therapy session. I’m afraid it will be hours of me explaining why I don’t want anything to do with him and him offering nothing as usual. It will put me in a defensive position,...>>> on Forum topic - Post divorce couples therapy
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by: honestly -
I literally just did this this evening. We were supposed to talk at swapover time (we are splitting time in family home) and yet I found myself running for the car with my bags before he got there (kids were in school / visiting friends so it didn’t impact them). My heart was racing and my hands were shaking and I juat texted and said Sorry, No, Can’t, and drove off. And he’s disappointed and I don’t even fully understand it myself, but I was so relieved to see your post and see that this, too, is a...>>> on Forum topic - Post divorce couples therapy
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by: Off the roller ... -
Good girlfiends and trips abroad also helped. They were very difficult to manage but worth it.>>> on Forum topic - Bait and switch marriage
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